11.28.11

Today. We started putting out our xmas decorations. I got everything out and then I got the stockings out of the box. And then I just lost it. My stocking was from when I was little. My mom wanted to get scott one made the first year we were married. Then when we had lauren my mom had one made for her. For kaylie's 1st xmas my mom was too sick to order one, but I knew she wanted one and I promised her I would have it made. We had been looking for family stockings and each year just couldn't find the right ones. Then after this last xmas my dad gave them to us to have at our house. The memory of my mom and our christmas's is with me everytime I look at them. But it's harder than anything to see them in my house and not to be able to go to her house to see them. But this is a very special part of my mom that I now have. Along with the angel that she always put on her tree that will be on my tree this year.